I remember. I remember each step. I remember each step that day. The weight, the weight was ungodly. Their faces were ghastly, hideously twisted, ignited into a demonic frenzy by him. Fists pummeled Me. Spittle dripped down My face. Their saliva dripped off Me. My God, they spit in My face. The thorns dug deeply into My skull, blood filling My ears... Father I'm having a hard time hearing you. What has man done to Me? What have the women and children done? Each has mocked Me, each has scorned Me. None have believed My testimony. Father they deny the truth. Father please tell Me My BLOOD was not shed in vain, please... Eli, Eli, lama sabachthani, Eli, Eli, lama sabachthani... My God, My God why have you forsaken Me... I can't feel you. I can't see you. I can't hear you. Father where are you?
My Child, I am here. In the midst of your struggle. I am here. For a mere moment I was gone. Your circumstances have beaten you down. Your circumstances have thrown you to the ground and crowned you with their victorious cry. But I am whispering to you, Get Up My Child, GET UP!!!
There is a strength that resides within you, It is mine. There is a reason to get back up, just remember. Remind yourself when you first cried out to Me. It was at your birth. Remember when you first fell down and skinned your knee? Do you remember your first cut or your first bruise? How many years have passed since they took their first jab at you and poked you with their verbal spears even though it was in jest. Not knowing or understanding that one day in the future how much those same words would actually hurt you...
My Child gather up your strength, gather up your resources, encourage yourself that regardless of the situation and circumstances you are more than an over comer. There is literally no weapon made or thought of that shall or can prosper against you My Child, even death. If you are lost, if you cannot see your way to find your way... just remember the cross. Remember the cross. If you do this, I can assure you... YOU will always find your way back home.
What in the world
11.07.13 My people are running to and fro looking for answers. Many are they who look to the world and the governments of this world to provide for them. Did not My children also not cry out to Moses saying, Why did you bring us this way to die? Didn't we say to you in Egypt, 'Leave us alone; let us serve the Egyptians'? It would have been better for us to serve the Egyptians than to die in the desert!" Exodus 14:12 Many are My children who wish to return to slavery. In their hearts they are already there just not physically. A double minded person is unstable in all their ways. James 1:8 If I Am Your God, then let Me be Your God. If I Am Not Your God then I am not your God. Why do you look and cry out to the world system, Give me bread, give me water, give me clothes, give me food, give me medical... Am I not Your God? Will I not provide? Cry out to Me and see if I will not deliver. But you must understand you cannot play two ends against the middle because in the end only one of us will be your God.